Saturday, January 18, 2014

Why my house house is clean, why the bills are paid, why i have so many lists...

What I have learned from disconnecting from all that I do, and actually I get so nauseous if I even try to fix anything.

I am afraid. If everything is not just right, what will he do?

Not love me
Verbally abuse me
Hit me
Break something of mine
Take something away
Hurt the animals

I just feel a weight gone.. It is not like I have not said " I don't want to live in fear any more"


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