Wednesday, April 30, 2014

That cock. Shot I promised

How does he know I am in town? 
"I am having my tires changed over." Into his sexy. Voice.
Although I don't find him in the least bit sexy I do like teasing.

Yes it is long....and as I remember thick. 

I have a thing for Italian pottery.  

And talking dirty while shopping. 

The tire guy.....

Well let's just say his voice and eye contact with men is .....well sexier. He is an average Joe type. What you would expect in Wasilla.
Wish my car would get done.
Been having fantasies of running into old flame or two and killing some time.

Caught in the act

Last week when you ask me what I was doing staring at the creek. I was waiting for you to drive in. Or something about the way you drive that truck. I like watching. I like the way you come out of your vehicle. The way your body moves. The sunlight in your hair.
I was caught. Fumbling for words. Embarrassed by being caught in my secret thoughts.

Of all the devilish dlights in the world I am satisfied by your smile.

Monday, April 28, 2014

Cleaning/cleansing

Husband left this morning. I can't believe how dirty, smelly, and stifling if gets.

Thursday, April 24, 2014

It creeps me out

That my husband talks to the truck driver. It was do good to see his smile.  When the husband was not looking he grabbed his huge cock. He liked his lips and whispered "I want eat you.  Then fucked you." So unusual that this sort of behavior makes my knees weak. I just tremble and flush in my cheeks.  

I love how his face lights up when he sees me . Nothing in life has ever felt so good.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

"Hey I need to shake some ice cycles off my dick!"

Hello what are you up today?
Um I have a concert tonight. 
We need to get together it's been so long.
Is your friend home? Can we use her place?
Yes she doesn't work on weekends.
Well how do you car sex?
Not since high school.
Well I just need to shake the ice cycles off my dick.

We did have a little chit chat. But still.  If he were any kind of good fuck. I would be there. 

But maybe in my defense of being insensitive.  I don't really want to be someone's masterbation. Last one on the lost call.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Good morning

Not not much going on. The truck driver passes today. I just have things to do have to leave the house to go to town. I have a cold. I am on antibiotics.  It is still cold -15. I need spring...... and hope.  There has been too much drama this winter.  I need a clean slate kindred spirits and less jugment.

When I moved here I bad from the start. A new comer. Lies rumors and innuendo ruined me.

I never had a chance. 

Till I just couldn't breathe anymore.

Then he kissed me....kissed life back in.

Now I guess it is my responsibility to take that and live.

Friday, April 4, 2014

FFF........something I had never done


Image from a photo series called "Rich Bitch"
for more FFF follow this linkWord Count: 500Bonus Words: +100 if you're a good tipper.Required Opening: "What took you so long?"Forbidden Word: HoneymoonExtra Credit: Set the story in the most recent place where you stayed overnight in a hotel.

"What took you so long"  I stood there extremely uncomfortable in what I was wearing as I was being in this room. It was a redicules attemt to save our love life. I just didn't seem to want him anymore. The doctors said I was fine. Specailist told us I was healthy, mentally fit, they said.
This was our 23 aniversary. We married young. Arranged. We both saved ourselves. It was too easy. LOL two horry kids.

As I turned around in the darkened room I remembered the doctor saying no talking.
Then I felt his breath on my neck. Barely touching me he breathed me in as he fell to his knees. Smelling my ass i felt unsure, but barely touching me it was ok. Down my legs, to my feet. I felt dizzy, almost.
Then he rasied my foot. removed my shoe, smelled it , took my other foot into his hand, removed my shoe, then kissed it.

As if he had never seen it it before snuggle it. I shivered, but the room was not cold. It fact it felt as though It heated me from the inside.

I trembled. As the floor shook under me he took me in his arms and lead me to the bed. softly he spread my legs, smelling me, and deciding to pinch gently my nipples. It was not like the babies lips, So pricklely,

With a silk tie he wrapped my wrists, tieing me to the bed post. He smelled my under arms, then licked them. As he pulled my leggs apart he smelled me, not touching me. Then tied my ankles to bed.

His breath on my skin. Smelled my body, as waiting to pounce on prey.

I could feel my leggs spead and my hips tilt forward arching toward him. as if out of my control, but it was me doing it.

A heat surging from down there, like I had never felt before.

His lips on my ass, then my spine, then my ass, then....... on me inside me. Up my tummy, across my chest, on my lips......

He entered me....... All I could feel was wet, gushing, my musles contracting in such pleasure I had never know.

It seem a though time did not exit.

He untied my hands and feet, we rolled into each other, and became as one.

As the sun arose in the sky outside our window. He took the blindfold from my eyes......

"Dr Smith!"      I am fixed!

You were never broken he said.
Your husband wasn't either.

But where was he?

In the other room, with .........?

My assitant, James.


He looked sad , and confused

Then asked " where is the one you were working on?"  The sun flowers? "Yes" I sold that one. His face grew sadder. Latter it occurred to me. Not only was it a self portrait, it was the flowers in the green house we fucked under.

I love the little things we never say. The places we will never go together, for this time, so short. it is an eternity of happiness.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

I love that when it happens

Quack. That he wants me, desires me. And takes me. No words need to be said. I like that too. We are no matter how long it has been since the last time.