My love life sucks

I'm so bored I have not had sex probably in since the week before Christmas.
The most  excitement that I have gotten recently was talking to an old church friend in front of my fireplace and she asked me if I had a picture of my husband. I said I might have something on my  phone fortunately before she saw any of my Tumblr pictures or any my p*** pictures I said oops no I don't have anything no pictures of the husband here.

It's quite amazing that I had this life prior to moving to the Heart of Darkness where is an upstanding citizen somebody you went to church every Sunday and was on committees and did things and now I just have a secret life period or I wish I had more of the secret life that I had a year ago. I might have to start putting forth some effort

Back to work

The husband is going back to work. This is wonderful news back to a 2 and 2 schedule. I have gotten the dishes caught up in the house clean it will stay nice and tidy for at least two weeks. It's overwhelming to have somebody around who is constantly disruptive. Another good thing is that he bought and not a new truck a $40,000 truck. You will be working for quite some time

And so it is

I was expecting sadness.  But the utter release of tension from not sneaking around was a huge weight. 
I certainly don't want a scandal of the magnitude something like that would cause. And then there is potentially injury or death.

Plus my life is not so bad. I have the freedom of doing most anything I like. I have created a life from something that was dark, and negative.

A new lover would be nice. Will see what the future holds.