I love banter with him, it just feels close, connected. He walked right over to my paints his hand stoked the tube so meaningfully, It caught my eye, but oddly I was enjoying him there. When other wise no one was aloud in here. He touched the tube like he was touching me, so sensuous.
We had just had sex, in the other room. Downward facing doggie, LOL, it is always funny to me how you get into positions that afterward boggle my mind how we got there. so smoothly, so tantric, without thinking.
This time without him, not knowing what is going on causing my mind to drift to a time when I was loved, had a family that loved me back. This hell I live in........
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