Trying to get over how nonessential I am.
So I texted poly friend, just a simple "hey".
The phone rang in an instant. "Hello" he said in his I am such a sexy stud man voice.... :-p
Where are you. ...
Not in town four hours away.
We talked about the delivery guy, the no show, not reliable, how I can't figure out feeling this way for him.
That it has been over seven months since I had sex.
He said it was that Ling for him too. At least the real kind of sex. No just a hook up, release and go.
I joked that if I lived closer we could have a normal fucking affair like everyone else.
He said yes, because you are my friend having an affair with you would special.
It comforted me slightly.
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