I just don't seem to be enthusiastic about anything. I have work that needs to be done for an upcoming show, I get to do an opera event that will just be awesome, I have SD ....maybe...stopping in this week, and an intriguing new guy.
WTH?
I think it is the mental abuse from the husband in part. It's overwhelming. The reason I seek out side my marriage relationships. I am not denying I am non monogamous, but to just have someone take an interest in me and not have it all be some kind of mind game I need to figure out so I don't get verbal attacks.
I just am in a needy mood.
I need held all night long.
Someone to have breakfast with no strings attached.
Sit by the fire with coffee.
Read the paper.
Boeing stuff.
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