I want to send this to the husband

He would be so of mad . It is not want you think. I would love a husband I did not have to cheat on.

I bought toys, books gave him permission to fuck whom ever he wanted. 

Our sex life was toucher.  He would kiss me tease me then push me violently aside and masterbate.

He would threaten and tell me who he was fucking.

I remember sighing in my lovers arms after he said I would fuck you everyday he is so lucky. I said he doesn't touch me. His surprised look ....I said it doesn't hurt me any more.