An interesting encounter at the feed store

As it approached the counter after my usual  delemma of buying the right cat food. Something she will eat.
I'm looked up to see him stumble  in with his wife in tow.
The moment  he saw me he paused. With an utter  look of desperation and panic he pulled his wife down an ale on the far side of the store. He then took her to the popcorn  machine. 
They were dressed hysterical as it would suspect,  impeccable,  affluent.  She was perfect  in every way.  He matched her.

It was ovious he didn't want an encounter,  painfully   so.

Being a very skilled actress,  it made like he was invisible.  Even after the clerk  called to assist  him and he wondered  to the counter  3 feet from me.
After checking out o left calmly . As it started me car she came , he followed.  He saw me and slinked back in waiting for my car to leave.

I'm am not sure what the big deal was.  We hadn't seen  each other in over 2 years. We never had  am affair.  I'm never contacted  him.
Very odd.

Morning text

"I would love to make love to you again "  nice words to hear when you have a cold and feel yucky.
He invited me over for a glass of wine on Friday night. Which usually ends up with us in bed and being very intimate and talking us in the bath tub cuddling watching TV having a snack. I miss him. Maybe not the crazy. I miss him.

The opera is going great

Moving into the hotel was probably the best thing that I've done so far on this trip. I hang hang out in the bar and talk to the residents here and the other guests. It has a jacuzzi tub. Two people can easily fit into it. If I didn't have this cold would be a revolving door around here. My friend that threw me out well she didn't exactly throw me out she's just a bitch to me just really mean. She's in the same office as me and she acts like nothing ever happened and we're best friends cunt. She looks over my shoulder and check my text. It just so happens that two of my lovers think I look so pretty in my costume. Her big thing now is to act like she's afraid of heights and ask people to help her up the stairs. I on the other hand have legitimate vertigo and over the years I found ways to manage it I run up the stairs which are quite high probably about 20 feet and come down the money other side and sing "LA fume'. She has to be on a pity party with their lip on their shoulders hunched. My feeling as if you can't climb the stairs if you can't get down on the floor and huddle your bundle of contraband maybe you shouldn't be in opera anymore.

Jazz and Mexican chocolate cake

Checked into a hotel

Listening to music  in the hotel  bar.  Alone.  Liking it.  A friend from the  opera is singing jazz .

Feeling better

My cold has gotten much better. My outlook on my sex life is not. My one lover is meeting up with other people that are swingers and he wants me to join them I explained this is a totally different dynamic been polyamory or cheating. I don't feel comfortable with that. Then the person who wants to get back together it's just into sharing me with others and enjoying watching others fuck me. I'm not so into that either. I love kinky sex I just don't like being involved with people that I don't know that somebody else met on Craigslist and doesn't know from Adam. It's a big ugly world out there. In Alaska is very small so it's a very small big ugly world and I just don't really want to be involved in.