The husband comes home this week

I have made reservations for thanksgiving dinner at a restaurant. To avoid any conflicts. I have not cooked for him in a few months. It has been agreed that the rude comments, loud pig like squills are hurtful. But mostly the random throwing dinner in the trash and screaming. I scares me. So much so I cry, and huddled in a corner of my studio .....sucking my thumb.

My fantasy this morning

He brings me coffee , puts my feet in his lap as he reads the paper. Telling tid bits, opinions, and banter.

This of course after a night of just plain love making.

It's the not knowing

Till it happens. Then the kiss . And feeling him melt in my arms. I walk him to the kitchen, to show him the new paint and our room. I painted the floor. He unbuttoned his shirt, I undo his paints. Drop to my knees, take him in my mouth. Kissing his balls, stroking him. We go to my bedroom.  For tge first time we are fully naked , our skin can touch. He eats me, amazing, I shook, he took me with such confidence. I could feel him ....really feel we were connected.

He said I could do this every night. He mentioned spending a weekend. Or maybe a night....in two weeks.
The weather will be very bad tonight. Snow rain. He will have to travel quickly to get home.

As always, I thanked him. He chuckled, and breathlessly said, thank you.

It's the wait...

That stresses me. This time I simply messaged him. "Hi" he responded. That was Monday. If I had not I would have no idea if he was coming or not . In a way it is . Sexy, fun, a zipless fuck. After all it is so quick. Spontaneous. It meams nothing and is everything to me. It remains the same, but because of it I have grown in leaps and bounds. I owe him everything.

-25°

It's fucking cold. I felt so lonely today. After our sales man left and said the driver would not be SD, I was crushed. Had he disappeared forever? I told myself lies and mostly truths. It is just nuts to care for someone who treats me this way. So I texted skier. He listens to everthing and is not judgemental. It is nice to know and have a friend like this.

You are as tight as a virgin......

He looked at me so seriously. What was I to say? It is not like I work at it. I didn't have sex all summer I said lamely. It was a fact , I am very tight.there. everyone comments on it.
When I had my second child the doctor while sewing me up said " your husband will thank me for this, It will be better than new".

And so has been.

FFF ....this time let's do it,

FF Challenge - You have 100 words to make me cum.You get 25 extra words if you write it on Thursday and do it in one draft, typos and all.GO!

"How do I know you?"

A friend friend said we should meet be friends as you pass my house every now and then.

She said we were like minded, and I needed someone like that here ....in the heart of darkness.

"LOL yes , and I can guess which friend said that"

Then it began. I like, a shared, a small note.

Hey there is a meteor shower this weekend, who can join me in the hot tub. I wasn't expecting any resonce, there was never any. 

"Intice me"

That was the message.

Hot coco, home made cookies, 

"And....."

A warm cabin

"And......"

Or a warm fire to fall breathlessly exhausted in front of.

"See you soon"

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