Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Having thoughts

While having lunch with a friend I brought up her sex life. Knowing she has never been married, and has an open relationship with a married man. For over 40 years I might add.

Why would I do at lunch in a public place?

I have been feeling a lack of confidence. Like I have been away from the game to too lone and I can't remember how to play.
Also, I have a body image crisis. Plus, What if I can't give as good as I get?

She opened up about it not being as frequent as when she was younger. And things do change.

She has the advantage of a long term lover. I have heard it said you are not as agile.
Something I remember from the truck drive. We could make use of every surface.

At least I am thinking about it.

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