I just turned 60

It was a great party.  I couldn't have wanted anything more.
My cards were signed by some of the top mushers, and Iditarod royalty.

Not many get that.
Also the race was a success.  For me.
People loved the food food and hospitality.

The news reached far and wide.  Best ever checkpoint. 

So now I am coming down from tgat high, into a low.  Always happens.  A let down after the build up, process,  and done.

Our sales guy came by. It was hard to sit and pretend I didn't know anything about the truck driver moving, not coming back.

About the ups and downs of his relationship. He must want it to work. To leave all you live and know. Your job. Friends.

Keeping him in my thoughts so all goes well.

Interesting. ..

Spent the eving un front of the fire place with groupies.

Not your normal kind of groupies.  Dog mushing groupies.  It took a while to get that these people whete just gaga over mushing and the mushers.

Tales, of flurting, and intrigue in None, and all places that mushing happens.  Behind the scenes stories of the politics,  and reputation of legends,  it is our culture. 
I hope you tell stories as they unfold.

As I was dressing this morning after my shower

And as I was pulling down my shirt I caught a glimpse of my gray and lovely   pussy. I had not thought of her in the light of joyous wonderful sexual expression and so long.
I've been feeling so down and fat and unattractive lately.
It is probably the darkness and the cold of winter.
I'm starting to get excited about the race and preparing for all mushers and handlers and celebrities that come through during this huge event.
Also I got something special in the mail. It's kind of silly but it just makes me happy .
Happy fruit is not here but the other food is here and I'm so excited to put it on the wall. it was so match the vintage vintage green and for my walls

Good bye tree, I will hate to see you go...

He stood just here 3 weeks ago, to smell the tree,  to later say good bye.

It was sad to see it go. The chair he often looked longingly at, as he passed it. I would suck him there.

It is a huge relief. The passion I felt for him so intense.  The heat, the knowing he was near. Feeling pass.

It is a huge relief.  My mind can be clear,  he will not enter my thoughts. The sun can shine in, like now with all the decorations down and put away.

The minutes of daylight returning.
A new beginning. ....

Poached quail eggs for breakfast

Lucky me to have fans that send me farm fresh quail eggs.

Happy new year

"Nice,  happy new year to you too"

I sent it to the truck driver.  I am so bad.