Had a great session. ..

With my acupuncturist,  hee hee.  So I am open and ready for for newness in life. And lord knows I need newness.
But we also talked about being in a new mind. Being loved for who you are, and loving yourself.
Funny how that is what the truck driver and I had. Nothing planned  or contrived,  it just was.

This is my photo.

And so it begins.  The long winter. Like the summer I have no idea what it will be like. The summer was surprisingly excellent. 
Wishing for peace, love, and lots of sex.

Not my photo, but boy is it pretty here

I love it here. There is so much beauty. 

That feeling when you know it's over

It's been a very busy summer with work not much play. And now it's fall so many projects that need to be done this year I'm starting work on Carmen in with the Anchorage opera. I'm just coming to that realization and that horrible feeling it just kind of jolts through your body like you've been electrocuted that even though No it's just fuck on the highway, tell myself this and yet feels a relationship wait it's not a relationship just a fuck on the highway. He has so many others. He thinks he's such a game player that he has a game whatever that is. My relationships have always been deeper broader, more mutual something that has  dimension. Respect. Nothing here just let it go