Friday, July 25, 2014

Friday, July 18, 2014

As the truck pulled into the driveway.....

Two guests wondered in the door. "Can I help you?" I asked.
"Yes we would like food".

"Sorry I am not serveying today." I said in a somewhat haried voice. I could see him jump from the truck and prepare to bring in the champane I ordered for the wedding.

He was cool, very professional. "I can't stay, I have to get back And I am late due to road construction" It was true. it was late and there were stae trucks in my driveway as the road out front was being repaired.

"Try every time not to, but for some reason I can't resist it...you"   But I was not flirtly, not even close, I am causual and mindfull of his feelings, his being.

I write the check after he puts the liquor in the cooler. Our conversation is sparse.

"I am hard....i don't know why I can't resist" he kisses me, I lick and nibble his ear. He checks to see if anyone is around throught the windows. " I I want so much more, to take you ing bedroom and spend the time I need to...with vibrators....."  I take my hands down his back to his ass...."yes so much more I say"

I feel the cum running down my legs in squirts.

I call out " I am so wet, it is running down my legs"
He dry humps me as me reminds himself he has to leave.

We go to the large room he pulls his cock out and I drop to my knees, licking and deep throating him. I stroke his ass through his jeans and he pulls them down, so I can play more.

He says" I need to be in your other hole"

We go back in the cubbie. He makes sure I am wet enough to accept him in.
He thrusts and we both cry out our moans of deep pleasure.

We both came very hard. I sigh"thank you"

After there is little time for chatter. But we banter as lovers do.

But we are just caught in this moment. Who knows why we need each other so, and yet it is nothing in the real scheme of things.

But it is everything.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

So tired

The husband left for work today.  So much house work. But it will be clean for three weeks.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

I just want to say "I love you"

Sometimes. At night or even in the day as he drifts into my thoughts it is like soul speaks aloud...... I love you.  It is beyond my control. 

My head knows what the reality is.

I am an old woman.  I have nothing to give him in the real world.
He says it all tty he time " what is it that makes me want you so I never can resist".

He called to let us know and ask if 7 was too early for a delivery.

It has always been good for me lately.  I joked. He laughed. 

Yes that is fine I am up anyway.
He said he was so tired and couldn't drive any more today

I in my mind was hoping he just called to hear my voice. 

I know it was good to hear his. His laugh.

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

Just wow

http://www.artparasites.com/opinion/sexting-tips-pablo-neruda-1440

Maybe this us the problem. ..too much work

Not feeling sexy these days

Horny as hell but not feeling like I can get a man to turn his head.
Must do something about this.

Fantasy a must needed and misunderstood element

"If uou don't hold still that door will open and five big guys are goingvto come in and rape you! "
It was just something in his head he like the  fantasy of gang bangs and multiple men fucking as he watched. 

It kept him hard for hours.

He called a few months ago to give me updates on his trip outside. Then talked about his other. "She got freaked out, she didn't get it, its just a fantasy"

As the truck driver messaged my shoulders as I wrote the check I could feel him getting hard. "I will take you frim behind .....

Then I took him in my mouth. ...

Fantasy starts and finishes the best sex.

I miss being pampered

When I entered the door he greeted me with a deep kiss. Then removed my shoes.  As we climbed the stairs "the bath is drawn, what wine would you like?".
Then it was off to the tub for two. He was good to be naked with.  Conversation was intellectual mixed with sexual.
He was very experienced.  A bi sexual. The energy shifted making his company thrilling and intriguing.

Play ....ropes, paddles, a cat of nine tails. The safe word.

I miss that. Maybe not so much the drama.

Friday, July 4, 2014

The "reality" tv crew shit on me

I was stiffed for 8 nights lodging all cabins and meals. Come to find out they are famous for not paying bills and ripping people off.

But it is a beautiful day here.  Hope you all are having fun.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

New windows. The blue forget me nots I had placed for the truck driver.

The truck pulled in a "Iam not getting a blow job fashon"

My heart sank as the truck driver pulled in. It was the park of ergency, I have to go. He looked apologetic as he started to unload quickly. I signed the check. He said" I can't stay, "
I told him I knew, because it was the holiday, and The sales guy told me.

He came round me from behind the bar stool, rubbing my shoulders he said "this is how I am going to fuck you from behind". I would rather you hold my tits.

He said I better go. Then he looked out the open doors and windows, unzipped. His beautiful cock rolled out. I bent down and took him in my mouth.
"I am so rock hard!"
He said "be hind the bar".  I pull my pants to my knees and he slipped in. Both of us eyeing the doors that where wide open.

I bent over the beer cooler. "I love funking your pussy"

"Why can't I ever just leave here without having you?

We zipped up, and said our good byes...."thank you" my customary farewell.

"You just do something to me.......every time I am here I can't walk away"

I wish I knew what that was, I would never make it leave.

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Everyone is rushing about

Trying to get away from it all for the holiday. 
The truck driver will be trying to get back so he can spend time with family and friends. 

It's a lonely time for me here.

The truck driver said last week he and a friend would come by for a threesum. All this way for 1 hour. That's crazy. And I will be busy with guests and have no energy or time.

Very weird. 

But I guess he tries to make our fantasy work.

The history channel

I have all my rooms booked for a production crew. They are doing a shoot up the road. Very remote rugged kind of thing.
The producer checked out tge rooms. They are not as posh as needed for this group.

That are filming a outdoor rugged man kind of show.

I needed this today

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Midnight sun

My fantasy

I want to put a nan in my sauna and suds him head to toe with a natural sponge and warm water.
Rinse him cold,  and do it all over again.

Then massage him with sandal wood oil. Till he tingles.

Then suck him till he explodes in my mouth. 

Rosemary lavender soap