I popped into chat, thank goodness Sassy was there.
I could chit-chat while I waited for him to pass.
It was always a long day till I could see his truck go by. Not knowing ....knowing he would pass without a word.
I sat in the chair I had loved him in, then I heard something.
I looked out to see his truck in the driveway.
"SD is here brb" I typed quickly.
I rushes to the door. He was not expecting me to open it.
"May I use your bathroom? I only stopped for that"
It seemed odd as there were so many places to do that , pull outs.
I said yes.
I went back to the sitting room. When he came out he asked about my posts on facebook, and what was happening.
He had meant to ask his boss but it slipped his mind.
I said a couple were interested in the lodge and would see it for a walk through.
He seemed taken a back that someone new would be here. But ok as well. Where is your other half? He said.
At work.
He said his wife was moving out, to the lower 48.
Some other details of their split.
I said I understood, and that it was painful to divorce.
I was not looking forward to it myself.
I was standing by the new couch. He walked behind me. And pulled me close.
He said he hadn't come here for this. I could feel him getting hard as reached around and undid my pants.
He undid his pants as I sunk down in front of him taking him in my mouth.
He took off his coat he was layered for the cold.
We stretched out on the couch he came on top of me. It didn't last long, but was so good to hold and touch him.
"Thank you" I said to him, thank you thank you. ....
We talked intimately, he then rose to go.
We kissed. Kissed again.
"When can I see you again? " he said. we calculated the days. "I hope I don't forget"
Please don't I said.
He walked to the middle of the house and looked around, then up. It wasn't until latter I knew he was looking at the window. I had them made with in mind. Forgot me nots.
He remembered.
When you can't say I love you, when there are no anniversary, no songs, nothing, here there is a window. That will always be.
I walked him to the door. He said next time he will stay the night, fuck me all night, be in the hot tub with me....I said yes.....as I always do. Knowing his words are only a hope...a dream.
We had never spent the night.
" kiss me again. ....please.
Then he was gone.
