Friday, November 15, 2013

Flowers planted on your path

Just to see you smile. The sun shimmering in your hair. That's what summer is. Stripped to its bare bones, raw love, passon. No texting, no cards no letters. Just letting be. So as winter falls fast, I paint the floor where you so often walk, in the room we first fucked.....a deep barn red, and garnish it with a heart.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

It's one of those days

When all I want to do is walk through your footsteps. Hold the memory of you close.....my love. And not flirt and fuck strangers to forget you. How much I love you so.

I love being chased

I love the phone sec, the texts, the tease. Even if it leads.to a dead end.

Have to paint the kitchen

An almost two week job......but a lover would like to help.....hmmmm
But he has to help groom trails.

Now that's a fire

It's freezing here. And i have no motivation to get stuff done.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

It is all so overwhelming

I had to clean the house after driving 5 hours in a white out, on icy roads. Bow to fix all the husband"s  fuck ups in our finances, then to wah walls, and paint the storage room. Then to figure out what to do about plowing the drive way. We just got a foot or more if snow. I have a plow truck, but needs some minor work he promised to get done this summer,,,,,, for three years.   Venting. 

Monday, November 11, 2013

Husband just left for work.....

For two weeks, yes! Time to just relax and get the stench of him out of the house. Try to fix all his fuck ups.