Fall is now apon us.

Posting from my new computer.
It's been a long summer. I kind of forget who I am working 16-18 hour days with the same scrip,


"How is your day, what was the weather like, is everything Ok here?......."


Not much exciting really. a few interesting tid bits. All the spring truck driver stuff , then busy hit.


The husband was home for all of it. I literally forget who I am. This morning I glanced in the mirror and discovered that my body is pretty, my hair has grown longer. Husband has been back to work now for 2 weeks. It is ok to be again.


I still have not felt anything from the waist down.


maybe today?

It comes home today

The only place where I can say what I truly feel. It comes home today.
Just for a few days then it leaves to go play golf and then it gets to go to work again.
My summer is just about over working everyday for 16 hours. I barely leave the house.
But as long as he can stay working and I have a two-week vacation from him life is so much better. It's like he has absolutely no idea how to treat another human being.
I'm not going to sit and argue with him.
I did not have a garden today because he thought that his idea about having a garden was just everything so the garden died there's nothing in the garden I did not serve any vegetables from the garden this summer because he killed it he killed the garden.
I think it's going to be a great winter I'm going to spend more time doing things that I like.
Last year I basically worked all winter just like I do in the summer.
But this is what owning your own business is like. There's no downtime.
The new hot tub arise on Friday that should be wonderful.
So it goes down to the hot tub store and says she can have whatever she wants.
So I get a call from my friend at the hot stuff store and she's like your husband is so wonderful he's going to let you have whatever you want aren't you a spoiled person.
No I'm not a spoiled person he just wants me to pay for it that's why I can have whatever I want.
I just responded with I'm just so lucky .
And he comes home he's like well how you going to pay for it and I said I guess you're going to take a loan or maybe you could use some of the money that you have hidden in other accounts aren't you.
He took a loan. I bought the last three hot tubs. It's his turned put some money back into this place.
Well enough venting.
It comes home today